what if 1 day i gotta kill the girl i love the most ?
its always like now and then that i feel this way
I'm Always A Sec Too Late A Min Too Far An Hour Too Fast
its ok i'm use to it
rest in peace grandma ( 26/02/08 ) i'll miss u even thou i barely see u twice a year . its been so long since i last had tears flowing out of my eyes , trying to hold back , emotions running crazy . didn't even had the chance to celebrate cny with her dis year . was told that she's not able to come . bahhh .. wo bu ying gai hai bu fang shou .. :(
well its been kind of a long time since i lost blogged .. life has been a dread for the past few mths but its kind of picking up now .. found lots of songs which i have been not able to for the last few years .. still haven't found the courage to do things which i wanted but not able to do so .. NS isn't really what u call a chalet == infact u can't call it a prison either .. its a disciplinary or what i rather call characteristic improvement programme that goes on for 2 yrs .. my character although its not really good yet , its better then b4 .. well i'm slightly fitter too ! its been 7 mths since i enlist .. haven't been in contact with my sec sch mates and stuff .. kind of miss them lol .. haven't been really a good friend to any of them oh well .. i still think i'm more suitable to be a loner .. zibiness lets u see lots of negative as well as positive traits of others not that i have the rights to judge others thou . been thinking of what i'm gonna do when i ORD , 1 and a 1/2 year to go . Poly ? Back To ITE ? Private ? Bah -__- I dun wanna be a useless person when i grow up . i know its kind of late to regret it but i still wanna give it a try afterall i was the 1 at fault playing and skipping sch all the while . Its kind of cool how NS makes u think of your future , i'm afraid to go on any further .. 2 yrs isn't a very long time afterall , i dun have any time to make my decisions .. "walk 1 step , count 1 step" - " boat reach bridge auto straight " tt was my way of living in the past , but i realise its not gonna help me survive in the future . even though i still hate making decisions and stuff , its time i need to make my own decisions , its my life , the path thats gonna accompany me for the next 20 or 25 yrs ( not that i'm gonna live that long ) . well another 10 mins to my "reunion dinner" . will blog another time in the near future i guess ! bye blog xD
k i shall be lazy and do 2 person at once !
1. (the person who tagged you is)
-tammy/cass
2. (your relationship with him/her is)
-friends/nuer <-- bad 1 LOL
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)
tammy- wtf,sm,cute,outgoing,weird
cass- emo,ahlian,imba pig , loves to bite and pinch too !
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)
tammy-gave me dog biscuits and water :(
cass-taking care of me when i'm sick !
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)
tammy- no idea ~~ she always have random thoughts -___-
cass- secretX !
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
tammy- G_G i'm gonna get sm all the way
cass- same with u too LOL
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
tammy- i tink i need to improve on my own armor TT
cass- thicker skin for me !
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will)
ktb!
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)
no idea lol i'm gd at making enemies !
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)
tammy- stay happy ? and less stress about the team!
cass- to have more rest and eat more!
11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
tammy- gosu-ed
cass-nice!
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)
gg i'm bm :(
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)
nth cuz i suck
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)
typically everything!
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)
i hope i'm not even born.
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)
mehh?
17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. tammy 2. cass 3. shan 4. hui wen 5. lux 6. shaun 7. jb 8. yann 9. buddyx 10. caocao
(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) currently single?
(Is no.9 a male or female?)female
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) LOL i tink it'll be cool
(what is no.2 studying?) dun tink she's studying
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) juz now!
(What kind of music does no.8 like?) rnb , well she loves clubbing.!
(Does no.1 have any siblings?) yeap!
(Will you woo no.3 ?) she's alrdy my gf <3
(How about no.7?) alrdy poke-ed !
(Is no.4 single?) nopx.attached
(What’s the surname of no.5?) Kwan
(What’s the hobby of no.4?) currently would be ktving and piano i guess oh yea shopping too
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) erm.. no idea lol
(Where is no.2 studying at?) not studying i guess
(Say something casual about no.1) Here All Boys What ! HAHAHA
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? ) == ...
(Where does no.9 lives?) serangoon
(What colour does no.4 like?) black ! purple !
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) yeap ! with ice too !
(Does no.7 like no.2?) HAHA JB U LIKE NT ?
(How did you get to know no.2?) thru caocao!
(Does no.1 have any pets?) i have no idea but she have lots of creepy crawlies!
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) SHURE .. VERY SEXY HAHAHA
k i'm done !